i'm looki...

i'm lookin through some of my old poems. this is one about my best friend mandy and her at-the-time bf. most of my friends know the story since it caused me so much torture. like it wasi want to screamthis love i thought i neededleft me bruised and bleedingthinking it was safe to keep believingi wasnt going anywherei wasnt as secure as i thoughti was surrendering, leaving good behindto imagine i could stay with someone like youbut since all the time gone byall the days spent pinning for loveit just wasnt enoughwhen i wasnt meant to find it in youso many moments wasted becausewhat i was looking for wasnt lovelike i thought it was