i have ...

i have to leave for a meeting in about 15 minutes so i have to hurry and think up the right words, so if things dont quite connect all the way its b/c i'm thinking faster than i'm typing. maybe it means i'm smart lol. i had yesterday off, kinda, i had a body wrap n hung with brinny a bit so it didnt seem like i had the day off really. i'm starting to get frustrated with a few of my friends. not as a group or individually but in little groups. (i'll explain if i need to.) i've tried telling them but they dont get it and/or they deny it so wtf why not exploit them on live journal? haha i just need to vent. the only ppl who read this are friends anyway. ok heres the prob: i have these friends (if you think its you its prolly not b/c hardly anyone knows these friends.) i think they like each other. this is hardly ever a big thing to me so i dunno why its bothering me so much now. they both deny it completely. i think its all going on behind my back, per say, exept that i realize it more or less. the only thing i have to say to those friends are that their "silence speaks louder than words." i need advice. yall give me some plz plz plz!!!unrelated: i got a new book. finally. ive been looking for something to read cuz i have thousands (maybe less) of books that have been read. i got The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom. the same guy that wrote Tuesdays With Maury. heres an exerp: "all parents damage their children. it cannot be helped. youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jaqgged little pieces, beyond repair."i have a new poem too but i think this posting is long enough. if you want to read it, leave me a comment and maybe i'll post it next time.