for my book

its simplethats something that nobody knowsits habitualand hybrid in the way evidence flowsits frustratingi miss you with complexityits invigoratingthe hope ive buried complacentlyits intenseall the pressure i'm accustomed toit pervades my soulthe emotions i have for youits dissuadingthe words i'm forced to hearits intangiblebut they need not feari know you'll awakenin your own wayi wrote this today. in my opinion its pretty good. i see most of my stuff as pretty crappy. its about my sisters godfather ken whos still in a coma. its about seeing him and knowing that in his own way hes going to wake up, despite what everyone says. its all the feelings that go through me when i see or think about him.