today was so...

today was so fuckin difficult. i teach this class of 4 and 5 year olds every other monday. the girl above me surprised me and didn't tell me that there is no curriculum this semester!! its going to be a play by ear thing, that makes the whole classroom so choatic. last semester i had a big prob with things being choatic, so wtf why not just extract the curriculum? its so frustrating!! i've had so much trouble with this girl since she began the job of corrdinating the classes. i tried to take a short nap before i had to work at 5 but it was so hard, i had the greenwheel songs stuck in my head, mainly "silence speaks louder than words sometimes but not everybody listens." a sign perhaps? lol i watched these 2 kids tonight to help out the lady who gives me body wraps. her kids were terrible!! the little girl cries over everything. she insisted she eat her food on the floor!! the little boy wouldnt take a bath then wouldnt get out. i'm just so drained from today. then when i got home my mom got on my ass about taking more than just one English class. with everything else going on and possibly going on, i'm going to be burned out if i take another class. i know it seems a bit like a waste of a semester but its better than burning out. i wish someone was on cuz i need to talk to someone, i'm going to drown in my own opinion.