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i wrote this on 12/9/03 and just recently found it inside my binder from last semester. just thought i'd post it and see if anyone notices. hit me back, not necessarily on this posting either.nobody knows what its liketo feel pain this wayto be sad constantlynobody understandswhat its like to be hatedto be labeled for someone elses eyesnobody tends to seemy side of the storynot saying "poor me"but their actions are so deliberateit takes prominence over everythingand confiscates me, depletes menobody tries to findthe happiness i might have insidethe lost part of mei hope no one ever seesits all i am beneath the surfaceits the curse bestowed on meon my last leg of livingand this is all i feelthis is all nobody seeks "deep down it hides."